WHOA I MISSED WRITING YESTERDAY!! There goes my do something for 30days rule. Ohwell papel.

Today sucks. I am not yet done and I didn't go to my booked trip, because I am not yet done with work. I suck. I should have been there, right now, celebrating with them. Instead I'm here mourning about this again.

Ang sakit nanaman ng ulo ko I think it's for underuse. I am not thinking anymore WTF. That or too much computer I've been staring at this fucking screen for the past week and WTH I AM NOT YET DONE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. Sawang-sawa na ko, umay na umay na ko sa ginagawa ko I need an out :(

Set a deadline for myself again because I agreed to do my friend a favor. Dapat matapos na to tomorrow at noon or else I'm screwed and he's screwed. HAY BAKIT BA KASI ANTAGAL KO GUMAWA. Konti nalang naman na, nakikita ko na ang katapusan pero parang anlayo pa :( This sucks. Gusto ko lumabas. Go on a trip or something. But NO this week should be dedicated to werk because. I. am. so. grepa. AND I JUST WASTED 1,223PHP FOR THE FLIGHT I DID NOT TAKE. MY HEART CREYS

WALA NA NGA AKONG PERA ANG LAZY KO PA. AND WALA AKONG PERA KASI ANG LAZY KO. WHAT IS THIS

Hayayay the only thing to do now is concentrate and just stop being fucking distracted. And then go deliver some godawesome work, yung tipong they'll pay 100k because they love it so much. HAHA asa naman pero hay gusto ko na talaga matapos.

Andami ko nang rants, 3 things I'm thankful naman:

- Conspi. Tatay brought some home. YUM.
- Ate a turkish dinner something, parang shawarma but better. It has cheese. At manamis namis yung bread. I like!! 
-A chance to help somebody! HAHA. Riiiight. That's why I should get this fucking thing done.

HAY I JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND TAKE SO MANY FUCKING PICTURES BUT I CANNOT AND THIS SUCKS BUT IT'S MY FAULT AND SO I SHOULD JUST SUCK IT UP.

Gah I am so frustrated with myself :(