Okay I'm seeing the light at the end of this really, really, lightmonth tunnel and that's good but then it's still a long way to go. Gotta give it one more day of PUSH... or else I'm really screwed.

what to write what to write. Typhoon sucks; trip got cancelled, something I have been excited for during the past week, but safety first. Well blessing in disguise na rin because my phone line got disconnected when I needed it the most (for the trip), so ok lang na hindi natuloy because it would seriously stress me out kapag wala pa kong phone line during the trip. Hassle lang na andami kong nasayang na time for the trip that would be cancelled. Minsan gusto mo nalang din makita yung future no? Para di ka nalang nagcommit in the first place. HAHA. Pero sige na nga can't do anything about that, next time sana ako parin maghandle nung trip.

Grabe na talaga yung irresponsibility ko. Months na kasi yung phone line at pinabayaan ko lang siya, shoved the i-should-pay-my-bill-already nagging thoughts at the back of my head and buried them six feet under piles of gv travel thoughts. Ayan tuloy hahahaha wala ka nang pera now

I need to get my bike fixed one month na siyang nakatengga sa bahay okay WHAT THE HELL IS THAT. Idle asset. Ugh kaya lang wala na nga pala akong pera pampaayos because the budget for that went to the phone bill which I should have paid way earlier. Ambobs

Now how to get out of this other trip, well hindi pa naman sure pero gahd wala na kong pera and I don't want to admit that to them. Especially since I plan on pursuing the Ceb trip... I feel shitty kasi I keep on postponing and setting the dates at hindi naman pala ako makakadeliver. WTF

I need Globe tattoo why the hell did I even bring that to Malaysia?? Watisstupid ayan tuloy wala na akong mobile innernet and I can't really afford one right now. D: Hayayay tama pa ba 'tong ipupursue kong trip. Grabe naman kasi ako magbook nabigyan lang ng idea slight, book na agad. My rationalization hamster says "BUT THE RT TICKETS WERE SO CHEAP HOW CAN I NOT" but it's not a very wise decision lang talaga haha impulsive much.

Ok tama na ang rants, get back to work. Bitch.