I keep getting distracted by things I'd rather be doing. Like brainstorming/writing a tv script. Or editing pictures. Or searching the web for the least expensive but ideal underwater photography gear. And then reading reviews about it. Or fantasizing about the ideal Cebu trip. To go or not to go? Reserved a flight. I am rollercoasting between yes and no. I want to. I miss it. I want to travel plan again. But should I?

Haven't watched BrBa in days. This shall be my reward when all this is done. But how can it be done if I'm not doing it -_- Very wise. Galit na ang boss. He is impatient, and I am as well. I just want to do my part time job already but I cannot because this freelance thing is not yet over, and it makes me feel guilty when I do other things not related to it. Except when these "other things" are those that I like doing (see above). The regret comes after.

Watched a telenovela this evening, Annaliza. Wat. It's crap. Protagonist spent about 15 minutes crying her heart out. Seemed more like a whole hour. Enough already. I get the point of the whole scene. The crying is way, way excessive. Aaand the point of this scene has been reiterated in the previous scenes. Girl doesn't want to go live with her parents so sobrang clingy niya sa adoptive dad niya. This, scene after scene. Ugh.

Gusto ko maging Lena Dunham - writer, director, actor - of a hit tv show. Ok not actress, keri na yung writer director hahaha at ang bata pa niya k! Only 3 years older and she has already achieved so much @_@. I am lagging way behind my peers.

To go or not to go...