So it is 10minutes til July and what the hell happened to the month.

Zero. Zilch. Nilch. Nada.

I'm still in the rut. But tomorrow, I shall go out. Even if it kills me with guilt. Last na labas ko ng bahay is... a week ago pa O_O as in yung legit labas, na beyond the subdivision. I need some light. And some human interaction. Baka kaya hindi ako makatrabaho, kasi hindi ako lumalabas, pero hindi ako pwedeng lumabas kasi hindi ko pa ginagawa trabaho ko? What is dis. Dahell. Just. Go out already. And message him ano. ba. 

Sporcle. What a time-consuming website. Bakit bakit bakit ba kasi ako nagbukas ng reddit. I knew it won't do me any good today! Ok wait, it did some good dahil may new goal na ko for the month of july: kabisaduhin ang buong world map. Which should've been done by third year hs hello! HAHAHA but yeah, I feel so stupid lately. Kelangan ko ng mental stimulation nambonggz. And I need to improve my memory dahil kung nakakalimutan ko lahat ng natututunan ko, paano ko sila magagamit?? Ugh I wish I could be Bean (sa Ender's Game/Shadow), para isang pasada lang natatandaan ko na lahat ng masense ko. Well pwede naman but takes practice. What did I expect.

I've been reading a lot YA lately. May mga times talaga na gusto ko ulit magpakahermit at magkulong sa kwarto and just read and read parang yung gradeschool self ko. But then gusto ko rin magtravel. Better yet, magbasa in a peaceful island somewhere. At magbasa lang ng magbasa at magsulat. Like sa Siquijor. Mmmm. Now that's a life. Or sa Coron. Or sa El Nido. Mmmmm.

But no my life is here, right now. Must focus.