Ansaya ng feeling kanina. Ansaya kasi may bet ako and I think he's -sort of?- interested as well. Basta, I think may pag-asa naman. Ang comfortable ko lang talaga pag kasama ko siya, unlike when I'm with previous crush, na sobrangnasestress ako pag kausap ko, kasi masyado akong conscious sa sarili ko. With this new bet, naeenjoy ko talagang kasama at kausap siya, and we laugh together - nagegets niya yung humor ko I think. I haven't found this connection in others since "somebody that I used to know" back in college. Mukhang magkawavelength kami, I find him funny and witty - at ok siya mag-integrate with the community; nakikipag-usap sa mga locals, etc., hindi snob. I find that a total turn-on. :) Natutuwa talaga ako. Hehe. And he's a deep sleeper so sa bus may times na nakarest yung head niya sa shoulders ko hahaha. Kilig. May times rin naman sa other person nakarest yung head niya, but whatever. :))) He's not the very gwapo, buff type - he's tall and lanky but quick to smile and he has those wrinkles sa eyes when he laughs. Haha sobrang naattract talaga ko sa kanya. BUT: 

Napakaloser ko. I don't think I expressed my interest at all. What the hell is wrong with me?? Di ko sinulit yung bus ride, and I didn't even say goodbye to him more WTF. Ang fail okay!!! Sana may event ulit asap na pwede ko siyang makasama. And kelangan ko maginitiate okay! Tama na ang tengga mode when it comes to my nonexistent lovelife anoba. I've got to move it move it. Moveeeet!!! Haha anchaka.